no going back to school for projects!
some time to breathe, finally! :)))))
it has already been one month since i started school.. have been occupied with all the before-class preparations and readings, after-class revisions, talks and project discussions.. really need to learn to manage my time better.. really need more time for my family and friends and for myself too..
classmates are ok but because we go to different classes for different modules, all of us are more like hi-bye friends i would say.. except for my leadership and teambuilding (LTB) teammates, they are really nice people to be with, very encouraging and supportive, i enjoy working with them..
i always tell kelly i miss going back to work, i miss my three months at auntie's office.. kelly used to say this feeling will slowly fade after i get used to school life and make new friends there.. but now that i've already spent one month in school and made new friends, i still miss her! and i still wish very much that im still working there haha..
those who know me will know that going uni is not what i wanted.. even back in SP, i always feel that a diploma is enough and i know i will happy doing a 9-5 job and having time with my family and friends, and with my husband and kids next time i marry.. people have been telling me i'll realise the importance of a degree in future, i know it is important but im just contented with my diploma because ultimately, my ambition is still to become a housewife, maybe a working one, so at least i make some contribution to my family haha..
seeing me get into uni has always been dad's biggest dream, i still remember how happy he was the day i got the letter from SMU.. i know it's not easy to get into uni and im really lucky i have this opportunity but sometimes i do break down and feel that i cant cope with studies, sometimes i thought of giving up.. i may not get fantastic results in uni, but the thought of dad holds back my thought of quitting school.. i will keep on trying..
will be going back to office next monday to help uncle with his army tutorial, im really looking forward to it :)
prays that kevin gets well soon.. i still remember his smile everytime he comes into office, he looks so different lying in ICU with all the tubes.. i hope to see the old kevin again and i know he will definitely make it!